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Mindf*ck #4
All the Lies
To understand the monsters in the world, you have to get inside their heads. It's a dangerous place to be, especially when you start to empathize and lose your own sense of morality.
But that's never happened to me...
I've never felt conflicted on any case. Right is right and wrong is wrong. It's simple. Black and white. There's no such thing as a gray area.
But fuck this case. I don't even know what side I'm on anymore. I don't understand how this town can continue to function without breaking under the weight of all the lies they've spun and lived.
Every time I find a shard of truth, my gut twists, my heart beats faster, and I hate this place a little more. Every time I think I've heard the worst, another truth is dug up from the ashes of more burning lies.
Worst of all, I don't even know who to trust anymore. My head is all messed up.
I pride myself on being impossible to fool.
I'm an expert at knowing when someone is lying to me.
I never believed in being blinded by love...until Lana.
**BE WARNED: Some flashbacks can get intense to readers with a sensitive trigger. Skip the blocks in italics if that's the case.
But that's never happened to me...
I've never felt conflicted on any case. Right is right and wrong is wrong. It's simple. Black and white. There's no such thing as a gray area.
But fuck this case. I don't even know what side I'm on anymore. I don't understand how this town can continue to function without breaking under the weight of all the lies they've spun and lived.
Every time I find a shard of truth, my gut twists, my heart beats faster, and I hate this place a little more. Every time I think I've heard the worst, another truth is dug up from the ashes of more burning lies.
Worst of all, I don't even know who to trust anymore. My head is all messed up.
I pride myself on being impossible to fool.
I'm an expert at knowing when someone is lying to me.
I never believed in being blinded by love...until Lana.
**BE WARNED: Some flashbacks can get intense to readers with a sensitive trigger. Skip the blocks in italics if that's the case.
141 pages, Kindle Edition
First published December 20, 2016
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January 19, 2022
this fucked me up…onto book 5 😈
November 23, 2022
4.5 stars
so you're telling me TWELVE 15-19 year olds did all that to our girl Lana and her brother, Marcus?!?! someone hold my earrings and iced coffee im about to fight all these bitches.
i was expecting that but i also wasn't expecting that. what Lana and her family went through? it was fucking DARK.
the last book that i've read that had this much evil shit happen to the main characters was Souls Unfractured and i wasn't expecting to read something that matched its darkness. i was NOT emotionally readyyy. God, i've never hated a character until i was introduced to Agent Johnson and Sheriff Canon (is it Canon? i don't know. i forgot this asshole's name).
// TW (spoilers) // ↬ castration, sexual assault, torture, just every-fuckin'-thing.
i can't really talk about this book without spoiling so
~ SPOILERS AHEAD ~
➵ Lana and her family
okay, what happened to them genuinely made me sick so yes, it was that dark. literally in chapter 1, we get to read what happened to Lana, Marcus and their dad. i had to take a break for like, a day or something because i couldn't handle it. you know, usually i'm used to a lot of dark shit but this one really, genuinely disturbed me.
and if some of you wanna know, well // MAJOR SPOILERS (don't read this if you want to read the book) //
but yeah... you see how bad it is??
➵ Leonard
how-how did this dude even find out about Lana?? you're telling me he figured it out before Logan?? HOOOW? but was I the only one who wanted him to stfu when he told Logan?? like
i love him tho. he's #teamLana so it's all gooood.
➵ Haunted House scene
MY FAVORITE SCENE OUT OF THE WHOLE SERIES. hands down. i fucking love this. Lana was killing people left, right and centre. sawing a body in half, pouring lye on someone while they're bleeding to death, doing all this in front of people- HAHAHA i love it.
➵ THAT ENDING (spoilers) !!!
wtf LOGAN!! im so mad at him. you really did that to our girl?? had sex with her, then handcuffed her to the bed, silenced her, and left her like that?? damn
Mindf*ck Series
#1: the risk ↠ 4.25 stars
#2: sidetracked ↠ 3.75 stars
#3: scarlet angel ↠ 4.75 stars
#4: all the lies ↠ 4.5 stars
#5: paint it all red ↠ 4.75 stars for the whole series
so you're telling me TWELVE 15-19 year olds did all that to our girl Lana and her brother, Marcus?!?! someone hold my earrings and iced coffee im about to fight all these bitches.
i was expecting that but i also wasn't expecting that. what Lana and her family went through? it was fucking DARK.
the last book that i've read that had this much evil shit happen to the main characters was Souls Unfractured and i wasn't expecting to read something that matched its darkness. i was NOT emotionally readyyy. God, i've never hated a character until i was introduced to Agent Johnson and Sheriff Canon (is it Canon? i don't know. i forgot this asshole's name).
// TW (spoilers) // ↬ castration, sexual assault, torture, just every-fuckin'-thing.
i can't really talk about this book without spoiling so
~ SPOILERS AHEAD ~
➵ Lana and her family
okay, what happened to them genuinely made me sick so yes, it was that dark. literally in chapter 1, we get to read what happened to Lana, Marcus and their dad. i had to take a break for like, a day or something because i couldn't handle it. you know, usually i'm used to a lot of dark shit but this one really, genuinely disturbed me.
and if some of you wanna know, well // MAJOR SPOILERS (don't read this if you want to read the book) //
⤷ Lana and Marcus were both cornered on the street where the Sheriff's daughter was brutally raped and murdered and this stupid Sheriff was so overcome with grief that he planned (or did not plan) on framing Lana's dad. Kyle was Lana's ex and the Sheriff's son and he orchestrated the whole assault. Lana and Marcus were sexually assaulted the whole night and Kyle castrated Marcus in front of Lana. and Lana's dad was sexually assaulted and beaten by 20+ deputies and the sheriff.
but yeah... you see how bad it is??
➵ Leonard
how-how did this dude even find out about Lana?? you're telling me he figured it out before Logan?? HOOOW? but was I the only one who wanted him to stfu when he told Logan?? like
i love him tho. he's #teamLana so it's all gooood.
➵ Haunted House scene
MY FAVORITE SCENE OUT OF THE WHOLE SERIES. hands down. i fucking love this. Lana was killing people left, right and centre. sawing a body in half, pouring lye on someone while they're bleeding to death, doing all this in front of people- HAHAHA i love it.
➵ THAT ENDING (spoilers) !!!
wtf LOGAN!! im so mad at him. you really did that to our girl?? had sex with her, then handcuffed her to the bed, silenced her, and left her like that?? damn
Mindf*ck Series
#1: the risk ↠ 4.25 stars
#2: sidetracked ↠ 3.75 stars
#3: scarlet angel ↠ 4.75 stars
#4: all the lies ↠ 4.5 stars
#5: paint it all red ↠ 4.75 stars for the whole series
May 10, 2024
╰┈➤ 𝓶𝓲𝓷𝓭𝓯*𝓬𝓴 𝓼𝓮𝓻𝓲𝓮𝓼 𝓫𝓸𝓸𝓴 𝓯𝓸𝓾𝓻
4.5/5 ★’s
⁀➷ i no longer wish to be a romantic because it hurts too fucking much.
i second this. being a hardcore romance reader/hopeless romantic = a lot of pain.
°❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:･･:*.ೃ࿔⋆❀°
𝒊 𝒕𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒈𝒉𝒕 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒘𝒐𝒖𝒍𝒅 𝒓𝒊𝒑 𝒎𝒚 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒕 𝒐𝒖𝒕.
𝒊 𝒕𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒈𝒉𝒕 𝒊𝒕 𝒘𝒐𝒖𝒍𝒅 𝒔𝒆𝒕 𝒎𝒆 𝒐𝒏 𝒇𝒊𝒓𝒆.
𝒊𝒏𝒔𝒕𝒆𝒂𝒅, 𝒊𝒕 𝒕𝒖𝒓𝒏𝒆𝒅 𝒎𝒆 𝒊𝒏𝒕𝒐 𝒊𝒄𝒆.
as lana’s list gets longer, my smile grows bigger. i’m seriously her biggest fan. over here shaking my pom poms while jumping up down on the sidelines as we speak.
give me a K
give me an I
give me an L
give me an L
🤸🏻♀️🤸🏻♀️🤸🏻♀️
thank god i was never a cheerleader, i would’ve been absolutely terrible at it.
°❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:･･:*.ೃ࿔⋆❀°
❥ 𝓂𝓎 𝓉𝒽𝑜𝓊𝑔𝒽𝓉𝓈:
when i tell you that i’m not okay rn😭i feel like this series just took a sharp turn that i was not ready for. i did not have my seatbelt on…i flew outta the car. no but seriously this series is so good. idk what to do with myself. i fear this series will put me into a reading slump.
❥ 𝓅𝓁𝑜𝓉:
i can’t even think about anything that just happened other than the ending of this book. y’all should’ve seen me almost throw this five pound book across my room😂😂yes, i have the edition where all the books are combined into one book. ANYWAYS. book five. groveling. there better be a lot it. if you’re wondering why i rated this one 4.5 stars…the ending. it’s like i was expecting something to happen…but not THAT? i’m mad and heartbroken. UGH. oh right, another part of the plot. finding out more about what happened to lana. twelve!?!?!? TWELVE!?!?!?!?!?? i’m going to be sick again just thinking about it. it just made the ending that much more painful and infuriating. be sure to search up the trigger warnings if needed my loves! it’s dark😣
❥ 𝓈𝒾𝒹𝑒 𝒸𝒽𝒶𝓇𝒶𝒸𝓉𝑒𝓇𝓈:
⤷𝒋𝒂𝒌𝒆
❝every day, i worry more. because i love you. you’re my only family, lana. you’re all i have.❞
and my favorite bestie duo goes to lana and jake. i’d do anything to be friends with him omg they’re the cutest ever😭their friendship has me envious. as the series goes on, i fall more and more in love with their friendship and it quite literally has me in fear because i have no idea what to expect going into the fifth book.
⤷𝒉𝒂𝒅𝒍𝒆𝒚
she flips me off and walks away as logan walks up, eyeing the interaction between us.
❝you’re not hadley’s friend until she flips you off at least twice,❞ he says, cupping my chin and tilting my head back.
the friendship blossoming between these two is truly beautiful. lana is standoffish when it comes to getting close to people and rightfully so. being able to see lana get close to someone is so🥹makes me emotional. i love how much hadley cares about her too and how much she shows it. my girl lana deserves all the good in the world.
⤷𝒍𝒆𝒐𝒏𝒂𝒓𝒅
❝she does love you. i’ve seen it, logan. she risked it all to—❞
ok where did this man come from and why is he one of the most reasonable characters!? i stg i love him. also the way he’s so good at his job👏🏼a certain SOMEONE needs to take notes. like he really stepped in on a case and had it all figured out. love love love his character!
°❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:･･:*.ೃ࿔⋆❀°
❥ 𝓁𝒶𝓃𝒶 & 𝓁𝑜𝑔𝒶𝓃
⁀➷ ❝i’ll never just bend over and take it, SSA bennett. unless i’m bending over for you, of course.❞
⁀➷ ❝i love everything about you.❞
⁀➷ he makes me feel.
they make me all giddy and shit🎢🦋one of the hottest couples! also can i just say that the spice gives exactly what it needs to give. it’s not too much, not too little. the romance reader in me appreciates it🙈
°❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:･･:*.ೃ࿔⋆❀°
𝒊 𝒄𝒂𝒏’𝒕 𝒘𝒂𝒊𝒕 𝒕𝒐 𝒘𝒂𝒕𝒄𝒉 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒎 𝒃𝒖𝒓𝒏
💃🏻💃🏻💃🏻<— my happy dance, just warming up for the last book.
4.5/5 ★’s
⁀➷ i no longer wish to be a romantic because it hurts too fucking much.
i second this. being a hardcore romance reader/hopeless romantic = a lot of pain.
°❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:･･:*.ೃ࿔⋆❀°
𝓼𝓹𝓸𝓲𝓵𝓮𝓻 𝓯𝓻𝓮𝓮 𝓻𝓮𝓿𝓲𝓮𝔀
𝒊 𝒕𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒈𝒉𝒕 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒘𝒐𝒖𝒍𝒅 𝒓𝒊𝒑 𝒎𝒚 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒕 𝒐𝒖𝒕.
𝒊 𝒕𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒈𝒉𝒕 𝒊𝒕 𝒘𝒐𝒖𝒍𝒅 𝒔𝒆𝒕 𝒎𝒆 𝒐𝒏 𝒇𝒊𝒓𝒆.
𝒊𝒏𝒔𝒕𝒆𝒂𝒅, 𝒊𝒕 𝒕𝒖𝒓𝒏𝒆𝒅 𝒎𝒆 𝒊𝒏𝒕𝒐 𝒊𝒄𝒆.
as lana’s list gets longer, my smile grows bigger. i’m seriously her biggest fan. over here shaking my pom poms while jumping up down on the sidelines as we speak.
give me a K
give me an I
give me an L
give me an L
🤸🏻♀️🤸🏻♀️🤸🏻♀️
°❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:･･:*.ೃ࿔⋆❀°
❥ 𝓂𝓎 𝓉𝒽𝑜𝓊𝑔𝒽𝓉𝓈:
when i tell you that i’m not okay rn😭i feel like this series just took a sharp turn that i was not ready for. i did not have my seatbelt on…i flew outta the car. no but seriously this series is so good. idk what to do with myself. i fear this series will put me into a reading slump.
❥ 𝓅𝓁𝑜𝓉:
i can’t even think about anything that just happened other than the ending of this book. y’all should’ve seen me almost throw this five pound book across my room😂😂
❥ 𝓈𝒾𝒹𝑒 𝒸𝒽𝒶𝓇𝒶𝒸𝓉𝑒𝓇𝓈:
⤷𝒋𝒂𝒌𝒆
❝every day, i worry more. because i love you. you’re my only family, lana. you’re all i have.❞
and my favorite bestie duo goes to lana and jake. i’d do anything to be friends with him omg they’re the cutest ever😭their friendship has me envious. as the series goes on, i fall more and more in love with their friendship and it quite literally has me in fear because i have no idea what to expect going into the fifth book.
⤷𝒉𝒂𝒅𝒍𝒆𝒚
she flips me off and walks away as logan walks up, eyeing the interaction between us.
❝you’re not hadley’s friend until she flips you off at least twice,❞ he says, cupping my chin and tilting my head back.
the friendship blossoming between these two is truly beautiful. lana is standoffish when it comes to getting close to people and rightfully so. being able to see lana get close to someone is so🥹makes me emotional. i love how much hadley cares about her too and how much she shows it. my girl lana deserves all the good in the world.
⤷𝒍𝒆𝒐𝒏𝒂𝒓𝒅
❝she does love you. i’ve seen it, logan. she risked it all to—❞
ok where did this man come from and why is he one of the most reasonable characters!? i stg i love him. also the way he’s so good at his job👏🏼a certain SOMEONE needs to take notes. like he really stepped in on a case and had it all figured out. love love love his character!
°❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:･･:*.ೃ࿔⋆❀°
❥ 𝓁𝒶𝓃𝒶 & 𝓁𝑜𝑔𝒶𝓃
⁀➷ ❝i’ll never just bend over and take it, SSA bennett. unless i’m bending over for you, of course.❞
⁀➷ ❝i love everything about you.❞
⁀➷ he makes me feel.
they make me all giddy and shit🎢🦋one of the hottest couples! also can i just say that the spice gives exactly what it needs to give. it’s not too much, not too little. the romance reader in me appreciates it🙈
°❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:･･:*.ೃ࿔⋆❀°
𝒊 𝒄𝒂𝒏’𝒕 𝒘𝒂𝒊𝒕 𝒕𝒐 𝒘𝒂𝒕𝒄𝒉 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒎 𝒃𝒖𝒓𝒏
💃🏻💃🏻💃🏻<— my happy dance, just warming up for the last book.
March 14, 2017
Wow! If I thought that things couldn't get more intense, I was sadly mistaken. This series is really aptly named. My mind is completely f*cked!
Four of five books in, Lana's plans for revenge really start taking off at rapid speed. Logan's investigation in to the Scarlet Slayer has led him to Lana's hometown of Delaney Grove. On the surface it is all "Pleasantville", but there is an underlying eeriness that hints at the corruption that inundates this community.
When Logan invites Lana along, he has no idea that he is playing right into her plans. In fact, he still has no idea of the darkness that lives within the woman that he loves. He remains the primary source of goodness in her life and the only thing keeping her from being completely consumed by the darkness.
Although he played a vital background role in earlier books, this installment has Jake really stepping into the spotlight. He is vital to Lana's success and that is never more evident than in this book. I quickly grew to appreciate Jake and everything that he does for Lana. It was great to see that she has someone other than Logan that cares about her, especially because it is still yet to be determined how he will react to her secret life.
Things get very violent and interesting really quick in this book. As Logan gets closer to unveiling the truth, Lana continues to check off the remaining names on her list. Meanwhile, the horrifying details of the transgressions against Lana and her family continue to come to light.
If I ever had any doubt that the men on Lana's list had it coming, I certainly don't any longer. What they did was unspeakable. If anything, Lana is too kind to them in the end. They deserve everything she dished out and more. I don't think I've ever rooted for a serial killer so strongly as I have Lana.
Like the other books in the series, this one ends with a huge cliffhanger. With only one more serial to go, things finally come to a head. I immediately started the fifth, and final, book in the series. I absolutely could not put these books down until I had finished the entire series. It is totally addicting!
Four of five books in, Lana's plans for revenge really start taking off at rapid speed. Logan's investigation in to the Scarlet Slayer has led him to Lana's hometown of Delaney Grove. On the surface it is all "Pleasantville", but there is an underlying eeriness that hints at the corruption that inundates this community.
When Logan invites Lana along, he has no idea that he is playing right into her plans. In fact, he still has no idea of the darkness that lives within the woman that he loves. He remains the primary source of goodness in her life and the only thing keeping her from being completely consumed by the darkness.
Although he played a vital background role in earlier books, this installment has Jake really stepping into the spotlight. He is vital to Lana's success and that is never more evident than in this book. I quickly grew to appreciate Jake and everything that he does for Lana. It was great to see that she has someone other than Logan that cares about her, especially because it is still yet to be determined how he will react to her secret life.
Things get very violent and interesting really quick in this book. As Logan gets closer to unveiling the truth, Lana continues to check off the remaining names on her list. Meanwhile, the horrifying details of the transgressions against Lana and her family continue to come to light.
If I ever had any doubt that the men on Lana's list had it coming, I certainly don't any longer. What they did was unspeakable. If anything, Lana is too kind to them in the end. They deserve everything she dished out and more. I don't think I've ever rooted for a serial killer so strongly as I have Lana.
Like the other books in the series, this one ends with a huge cliffhanger. With only one more serial to go, things finally come to a head. I immediately started the fifth, and final, book in the series. I absolutely could not put these books down until I had finished the entire series. It is totally addicting!
January 31, 2022
WELLLLLL THIS ONE FUCKED ME UP 🥲 the ending hurt very much and if lana doesn’t get a happy ending I WILL riot! in fact i’m gonna need a happy ending for all my babies pls & thank you.
shoutout hadley & leonard. lisa pls stfu forever. and logan im mad at you.
and as always,
ilysm lana ♥️
okay, here I come book 5! 😈🔪
shoutout hadley & leonard. lisa pls stfu forever. and logan im mad at you.
and as always,
ilysm lana ♥️
okay, here I come book 5! 😈🔪
March 27, 2023
4.5 stars. The ending to this book ahhh such a cliff hanger! Starting book 5 immediately. I LOVE that this book has a morally grey main character and such a unique conflict. I can't put this series down
January 29, 2021
5+ Stars!
... Hands down mindf*cker #4
Perceptive. Loyal. Prejudice. Logan Bennett
Note: This is a dark, suspense romance.
This was like watching a favourite TV crime show that you couldn't pause on the night before the examination day. Then after, you procrastinated.
This series just keeps getting more and more and more. Those past three books were nothing compared to this one. My favourite in the series! Honestly, I tried to look for any plot holes and shaky parts. But I never succeeded. So yeah, damn impossible.
I loved every second of the story. Lana and Logan were perfect for each other. What Lana suffered in the past was indescribable. I hated Logan a bit for what he did at the ending. But I want to know how he'll fix it. I am looking forward to the finale!
Tim Hoover
Chuck Cosby
Nathan Malone
Jeremy Hoyt
Ben Harris
Random Alley Guy
Tyler Shane
Lawrence Martin
Kenneth Ferguson
Boogeyman (Gerald Plemmons)
Anthony Smith
Kevin Taylor
Morgan Jones
•••
Do not judge a book by its cover. If you like a good revenge-suspense romance, give this one a chance! Lana Myers and Logan Bennett won't surely disappoint ya.
Mindf*ck Series:
Book 1: The Risk ➼ 4.5 Stars
Book 2: Sidetracked ➼ 5+ Stars
Book 3: Scarlet Angel ➼ 5 Stars
Book 4: All The Lies ➼ 5+ Stars
Book 5: Paint It All Red ➼ 5 Stars
Trigger Warnings: Vivid depiction of sexual assault and murder.
... Hands down mindf*cker #4
Perceptive. Loyal. Prejudice. Logan Bennett
Note: This is a dark, suspense romance.
This was like watching a favourite TV crime show that you couldn't pause on the night before the examination day. Then after, you procrastinated.
This series just keeps getting more and more and more. Those past three books were nothing compared to this one. My favourite in the series! Honestly, I tried to look for any plot holes and shaky parts. But I never succeeded. So yeah, damn impossible.
I loved every second of the story. Lana and Logan were perfect for each other. What Lana suffered in the past was indescribable. I hated Logan a bit for what he did at the ending. But I want to know how he'll fix it. I am looking forward to the finale!
Chuck Cosby
Nathan Malone
Jeremy Hoyt
Ben Harris
Random Alley Guy
Tyler Shane
Lawrence Martin
Kenneth Ferguson
Boogeyman (Gerald Plemmons)
Anthony Smith
Kevin Taylor
Morgan Jones
•••
“If Logan and I ruled the world together, Voltaire would consider us the perfect blend."
Do not judge a book by its cover. If you like a good revenge-suspense romance, give this one a chance! Lana Myers and Logan Bennett won't surely disappoint ya.
Mindf*ck Series:
Book 1: The Risk ➼ 4.5 Stars
Book 2: Sidetracked ➼ 5+ Stars
Book 3: Scarlet Angel ➼ 5 Stars
Book 4: All The Lies ➼ 5+ Stars
Book 5: Paint It All Red ➼ 5 Stars
Trigger Warnings: Vivid depiction of sexual assault and murder.
August 4, 2020
A serial killer had to save me from a sheriff’s deputy. The world is officially upside down.
One more and then I can finally catch some sleep…
June 24, 2020
Again, look at the average rating then read the other reviews. Amazing series. That's all I'm saying for now.
September 2, 2022
Logan just can't handle how hot Lana is 🙄 yes she's a murderer, and ?? i never would have run away if i was him 😌
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
May 13, 2022
This was my favorite so far from this series.
Both Logan and Lana positively surprised me in this book and their relationship developed even more and I loved to see Lana again and her entire relationship.
To say I was disturbed by her past is an understatement. I had to put the book down multiple times because I was feeling dizzy and my throat tightened itself
Both Logan and Lana positively surprised me in this book and their relationship developed even more and I loved to see Lana again and her entire relationship.
To say I was disturbed by her past is an understatement. I had to put the book down multiple times because I was feeling dizzy and my throat tightened itself
February 14, 2022
Don’t mind me, just in love with a serial killer.
This is the most brutal one out of all the books. It’s graphic and not at all subtle.
And it definitely hones in on the fact that revenge can absolutely be sweet. But what’re you left with after?
This is the most brutal one out of all the books. It’s graphic and not at all subtle.
And it definitely hones in on the fact that revenge can absolutely be sweet. But what’re you left with after?
March 19, 2019
Spoiler-free review for entire series can be found HERE
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On to number five...
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On to number five...
June 15, 2021
Wow, this book went there. There were moments I was literally covering my mouth, staring wide-eyed at the pages. I cannot wait to read the last book and see how things end!!
March 25, 2023
《 5 ✰ 》
This one hurt. A lot. I knew it would be terrible, but somehow it was worse. 💔
Running towards my answers…
Book 5, let’s go! I need to cross names off my suspect list. 🕵🏻♀️💡
❝
So much we learned. So much we know. So much we have going on at once.
This one hurt. A lot. I knew it would be terrible, but somehow it was worse. 💔
Running towards my answers…
Book 5, let’s go! I need to cross names off my suspect list. 🕵🏻♀️💡
July 15, 2020
That ending just about shattered my heart to pieces.
As you can probably gauge by the title, the cat’s finally out of the bag. And it was nothing short of heartbreaking. Logan was always the one with his moral compass intact, which I realized now made him rather . . . flat. I mean, he was the perfect love interest, but even I think Hadley and Leonard were more interesting.
The madness went up a notch in this book. The past was uncovered, and the secrets long buried beneath the peaceful facade of the little town Delaney Grove were laid bare for all its terrorized citizens to see at last. If you’ve watched the freakshow and craziness of the TV series Pretty Little Liars, the chaos here sort of resembled the situation with the antagonist of the show ‘A’.
Lana Myers continued to amaze me. I loved her relationship with Jake. I thought he was going to be a problem at the beginning, but they were a solid team. I loved her growing friendship with Hadley too. And the petty jealous war with Lisa was just so entertaining. I have no clue which direction the book will take next. I’m not ready for this to end!
My review of:
#1 The Risk
#2 Sidetracked
#3 Scarlet Angel
#5 Pain It All Red
“He makes me feel,” I say, though it’s something I’ve said many times before. “My soul actually feels restored with the kills as long as I have him afterwards.”
As you can probably gauge by the title, the cat’s finally out of the bag. And it was nothing short of heartbreaking. Logan was always the one with his moral compass intact, which I realized now made him rather . . . flat. I mean, he was the perfect love interest, but even I think Hadley and Leonard were more interesting.
Who is capable of something this depraved and dark without being psychotic?
The madness went up a notch in this book. The past was uncovered, and the secrets long buried beneath the peaceful facade of the little town Delaney Grove were laid bare for all its terrorized citizens to see at last. If you’ve watched the freakshow and craziness of the TV series Pretty Little Liars, the chaos here sort of resembled the situation with the antagonist of the show ‘A’.
“I’m saying, bad shit is in the world. But some of the monsters have morals, where others are pure evil.”
Lana Myers continued to amaze me. I loved her relationship with Jake. I thought he was going to be a problem at the beginning, but they were a solid team. I loved her growing friendship with Hadley too. And the petty jealous war with Lisa was just so entertaining. I have no clue which direction the book will take next. I’m not ready for this to end!
My review of:
#1 The Risk
#2 Sidetracked
#3 Scarlet Angel
#5 Pain It All Red
October 1, 2024
“she’s a serial kil—“ TO YOU. that’s my wifey right there
May 18, 2023
Edit: i think lana might have gotten me pregnant!
Lana is too good for Logan, i am saying this from the begining of book1, and honestly the more i read the more strongly i believe that! There is nothing that can change my mind at this point.
Also voltaire quotes 😍😍🫡🫡 :
It is dangerous to be right when the government is wrong.
It is forbidden to kill; therefore all murderers are punished, unless they kill in large numbers and to the sound of trumpets.
Also Lana's and Jake's relationship >>>>>>>>
That's all for now. Ah also, i am broken. Bye!!
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YALL MEET MY WIFE
ALEXA PLAY SUMMERTIME SADNEESS BY LANA!!!
I got my red dress on tonight
Dancin' in the dark, in the pale moonlight
Done my hair up real big, beauty queen style
High heels off, I'm feelin' alive
Because mahek has the best ideas and now i am picturing slow dancing this with queen lana in a greek island
fanart from @ludwig.is.tired on instagram
Ofc reading this with my loves hanna, mahek, lilyya!! The most amazing journeyyy 🤭❤️
Lana is too good for Logan, i am saying this from the begining of book1, and honestly the more i read the more strongly i believe that! There is nothing that can change my mind at this point.
Also voltaire quotes 😍😍🫡🫡 :
It is dangerous to be right when the government is wrong.
It is forbidden to kill; therefore all murderers are punished, unless they kill in large numbers and to the sound of trumpets.
Also Lana's and Jake's relationship >>>>>>>>
That's all for now. Ah also, i am broken. Bye!!
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YALL MEET MY WIFE
ALEXA PLAY SUMMERTIME SADNEESS BY LANA!!!
I got my red dress on tonight
Dancin' in the dark, in the pale moonlight
Done my hair up real big, beauty queen style
High heels off, I'm feelin' alive
Because mahek has the best ideas and now i am picturing slow dancing this with queen lana in a greek island
fanart from @ludwig.is.tired on instagram
Ofc reading this with my loves hanna, mahek, lilyya!! The most amazing journeyyy 🤭❤️
May 17, 2023
4.25 "Fate is a cold-hearted b*tch, but everything has a purpose." Stars
Enjoy this last mini review before my full and final review for book 5:
The way this one hit me right in the feels! I'm appalled. I'm disgusted. I'm angry. I'm upset. I'm broken. I'm... in LOVE with this series!! How could I not when it evokes, so many emotions from me!
*FIGHT MODE OFFICIALLY ACTIVATED* NO ONE SHOULD DO WHAT HAS HAPPENED TO ANYONE IN THIS BOOK, BUT ESPECIALLY NOT TO THE LOVE OF MY LIFE, LANA!!!!
I don't even have any more words. I must read the next one!!
P.s. Jake taught me that ducks have corkscrew penises, and I wasn't ready for that. Suffer in the knowledge of this with me.
Quotes:
“I’ll never just bend over and take it, SSA Bennett. Unless I’m bending over for you, of course.”
“Touch him again, and I’ll burn the town to the ground with everyone still in it.”
"Every man is guilty of all the good he did not do. —Voltaire"
“Tears are the silent language of grief. —Voltaire”
“It’s not a man who just saved my life. It wasn’t a beast at all. It was a woman.”
“The flock have a new shepherd to fear. Baa, bitches.”
Triggers:
Murder, Death, Rape, Torture, Violence, Sexual Assault & Harassment, Gore, Pedophilia, Grooming, Sexual content, Kidnapping, Physical abuse, Homophobia, Injury, Stalking, Car Accident Mentions, Grief, Vomit, Swearing, Emotional abuse, Hate crime, Gun violence, Misogyny, Mental illness, etc.\
🩸🔪🩸🔪🩸🔪🩸🔪🩸🔪🩸🔪🩸🔪🩸🔪🩸🔪🩸
this killer binge continues with my loves, lilyya, mahek, and aliki 🤭🖤💗
🩸🔪🩸🔪🩸🔪🩸🔪🩸🔪🩸🔪🩸🔪🩸🔪🩸🔪🩸
Enjoy this last mini review before my full and final review for book 5:
The way this one hit me right in the feels! I'm appalled. I'm disgusted. I'm angry. I'm upset. I'm broken. I'm... in LOVE with this series!! How could I not when it evokes, so many emotions from me!
*FIGHT MODE OFFICIALLY ACTIVATED* NO ONE SHOULD DO WHAT HAS HAPPENED TO ANYONE IN THIS BOOK, BUT ESPECIALLY NOT TO THE LOVE OF MY LIFE, LANA!!!!
I don't even have any more words. I must read the next one!!
P.s. Jake taught me that ducks have corkscrew penises, and I wasn't ready for that. Suffer in the knowledge of this with me.
Quotes:
“I’ll never just bend over and take it, SSA Bennett. Unless I’m bending over for you, of course.”
“Touch him again, and I’ll burn the town to the ground with everyone still in it.”
"Every man is guilty of all the good he did not do. —Voltaire"
“Tears are the silent language of grief. —Voltaire”
“It’s not a man who just saved my life. It wasn’t a beast at all. It was a woman.”
“The flock have a new shepherd to fear. Baa, bitches.”
Triggers:
Murder, Death, Rape, Torture, Violence, Sexual Assault & Harassment, Gore, Pedophilia, Grooming, Sexual content, Kidnapping, Physical abuse, Homophobia, Injury, Stalking, Car Accident Mentions, Grief, Vomit, Swearing, Emotional abuse, Hate crime, Gun violence, Misogyny, Mental illness, etc.\
🩸🔪🩸🔪🩸🔪🩸🔪🩸🔪🩸🔪🩸🔪🩸🔪🩸🔪🩸
this killer binge continues with my loves, lilyya, mahek, and aliki 🤭🖤💗
🩸🔪🩸🔪🩸🔪🩸🔪🩸🔪🩸🔪🩸🔪🩸🔪🩸🔪🩸
April 14, 2018
4.5
I'm so glad I was able to jump back into the Mindf*ck series by S. T. Abby! I feel like I've been counting down the days. Lol This has been such a fun series for me, and I honestly wish I had more than one book left to read. As much as I want to see what happens, I also don't want the story to end!
If you've read the past installments, you don't want to miss this one! It's just as captivating, and something huge happens that will make it impossible for you not to go straight into the next book. If you haven't read them, but the idea of a female serial killer dating an FBI agent that's investigating her case sounds intriguing, this one's for you!
I'm so glad I was able to jump back into the Mindf*ck series by S. T. Abby! I feel like I've been counting down the days. Lol This has been such a fun series for me, and I honestly wish I had more than one book left to read. As much as I want to see what happens, I also don't want the story to end!
If you've read the past installments, you don't want to miss this one! It's just as captivating, and something huge happens that will make it impossible for you not to go straight into the next book. If you haven't read them, but the idea of a female serial killer dating an FBI agent that's investigating her case sounds intriguing, this one's for you!
December 30, 2021
I never thought I’d be rooting for a serial killer but books make me do crazy things
July 27, 2021
RIP AUTHOR, THANK YOU FOR THIS ICONIC SERIES. FOREVER GRATEFUL
LOGAN. WHY.
FUCK YOU LOGAN. I HATE YOU.
LANA SHOULD CUT OFF HIS DICK TOO.
Even though I low key understand his reaction but like HE DIDN’T EVEN LET HER SPEAK. 😭😭😭😭
LEONARD TOLD HIM. HE TOLD HIM.
”She loves you, Logan. I think you should know that before you react at all.”
LOGAN. WHY.
FUCK YOU LOGAN. I HATE YOU.
LANA SHOULD CUT OFF HIS DICK TOO.
Even though I low key understand his reaction but like HE DIDN’T EVEN LET HER SPEAK. 😭😭😭😭
LEONARD TOLD HIM. HE TOLD HIM.
”She loves you, Logan. I think you should know that before you react at all.”
March 27, 2022
"I thought love would rip my heart out.
I thought it would set me on fire.
Instead, it turned me into ice."
It's truly a mindf*ck series.
I'm struggling to find words. This book is written so well, the emotions of Lana and Logan hit you hard. Lana is such a strong character. The plot is really well throughout and I commend the author for her writing. I seriously could not stop reading.
The scenes are described very vividly, it's traumatizing and really heavy stuff. It actually makes you sick. But then again am so glad it's fiction😭 Also, the ending broke me😭😭
Lol now I'm wondering if I should pick up the next book or not. Am so not ready for it😂
I thought it would set me on fire.
Instead, it turned me into ice."
It's truly a mindf*ck series.
I'm struggling to find words. This book is written so well, the emotions of Lana and Logan hit you hard. Lana is such a strong character. The plot is really well throughout and I commend the author for her writing. I seriously could not stop reading.
The scenes are described very vividly, it's traumatizing and really heavy stuff. It actually makes you sick. But then again am so glad it's fiction😭 Also, the ending broke me😭😭
Lol now I'm wondering if I should pick up the next book or not. Am so not ready for it😂
January 22, 2023
i’m heartbroken. the next book better cure my depression. logan better use his fat brain. and stop thinking with his ass. ☹️
February 26, 2024
"Instead, it turned me into ice!"
🤯😫 NO NOOO NOOOO
🤯😫 NO NOOO NOOOO
May 13, 2024
GAHHHHHHH THE CLIFFY
OH. MY. GAWD! This series is just so good!! I find myself constantly thinking about it throughout the day.
Lana is getting some GOOD AND WELL-DESERVED REVENGE! It’s been ten years in the making. Ten years planning and analyzing and scrutinizing every move, every abuser, every persona needed to transform into to get back at those people that turned their backs on her, her brother, and their dad. All innocent. All tangled in the web of deceit and lies fabricated by a town afraid of their own shadows and manipulated by the law and the authority in the town.
AND. IT. IS. MAGNIFICENT!!! 💅💅💅👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻
But it isn’t over yet. I still have one more book to read to get the full story. 👀
This book made me CRYYYYY! The injustice and heartbreaks Lana went through. The torture and humiliation she experienced along with her beautifully selfless brother and their loving father is ABSOLUTELY CRUSHING 🥺😩. This book made me cry the most. Jesus. With just a few looks, words, or even breaths, I felt the gut-punching hurt she experienced.
And I only wanna offer her my full support (and smack anyone that judges her for getting back at her abusers). Yeah. Yeah. Two wrongs don’t make a right and all that jazz🙄, but when she details what she was forced to live through, you can’t help but feel that this righteous journey needed to get done.
And the love that Logan and Lana feel for each other only helps to ground her, to humanize her, to give her a glimmer of hope that there is good in this world.
Yeah. This wasn’t steamy. We get a couple of 🔥 scenes, but so much happens… and I’m so glad we were able to see it more in this book versus the past ones. S. T. Abby (aka C. M. Owens) did an amazing job at building these scenes as the series continued. At this point, anyone reading is INVESTED (🙋🏻♀️) and wants to see it all unfold. Is it graphic? Yup. But I don’t even care. I did not find myself cringing at all.
This is Lana Myers’ journey. I’m just a measly peasant reading her road to justice.
Loved it! Now on to the final book!
⚠️safety squad⚠️
-no cheating/sharing/owd/omd
-murders/rapes/tortures are recounted
-deaths/tortures
OH. MY. GAWD! This series is just so good!! I find myself constantly thinking about it throughout the day.
Lana is getting some GOOD AND WELL-DESERVED REVENGE! It’s been ten years in the making. Ten years planning and analyzing and scrutinizing every move, every abuser, every persona needed to transform into to get back at those people that turned their backs on her, her brother, and their dad. All innocent. All tangled in the web of deceit and lies fabricated by a town afraid of their own shadows and manipulated by the law and the authority in the town.
AND. IT. IS. MAGNIFICENT!!! 💅💅💅👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻
But it isn’t over yet. I still have one more book to read to get the full story. 👀
This book made me CRYYYYY! The injustice and heartbreaks Lana went through. The torture and humiliation she experienced along with her beautifully selfless brother and their loving father is ABSOLUTELY CRUSHING 🥺😩. This book made me cry the most. Jesus. With just a few looks, words, or even breaths, I felt the gut-punching hurt she experienced.
And I only wanna offer her my full support (and smack anyone that judges her for getting back at her abusers). Yeah. Yeah. Two wrongs don’t make a right and all that jazz🙄, but when she details what she was forced to live through, you can’t help but feel that this righteous journey needed to get done.
And the love that Logan and Lana feel for each other only helps to ground her, to humanize her, to give her a glimmer of hope that there is good in this world.
Yeah. This wasn’t steamy. We get a couple of 🔥 scenes, but so much happens… and I’m so glad we were able to see it more in this book versus the past ones. S. T. Abby (aka C. M. Owens) did an amazing job at building these scenes as the series continued. At this point, anyone reading is INVESTED (🙋🏻♀️) and wants to see it all unfold. Is it graphic? Yup. But I don’t even care. I did not find myself cringing at all.
This is Lana Myers’ journey. I’m just a measly peasant reading her road to justice.
Loved it! Now on to the final book!
⚠️safety squad⚠️
-no cheating/sharing/owd/omd
-murders/rapes/tortures are recounted
-deaths/tortures
January 14, 2024
4⭐️
THE PLOT
Lana is a woman on a mission to continue taking revenge on those who tortured her. In this book, we are quickly making our way down Lana's kill list. However, things are thrown for a spin when there is another killer on the loose. This time, they are targeting Logan. Lana does everything in her power to save Logan...even if it means a higher risk of getting caught. Lana is walking on a thin wire now. The question still remains: Would Logan still love Lana if he knew that it was her doing these heinous deeds?
MY THOUGHTS
The Characters: Ugh I love Lana and Logan so much it hurts. Just knowing what was going to happen and it actually happening breaks my heart. I just want the best for them. 😭 In this book, I feel so much more connected to Lana than previously. I think it's because of her background and the way it was explained in the book. THIS is the depth I've been looking for! I'll be honest, Jake has a special place in my heart. I would DIE for him. Him and Lana's relationship is so solid and, as a reader, you can just feel the connection. The loyalty is to die for. Logan, of course, is baby and he will be treated as such. That man is one of the most genuine souls I've read in a book. He deserves the world and I WILL BE GIVING IT TO HIM!!
The Plot: You guys were right, this plot and this series just gets better and better every book. I love all the gory and horrific details and the murders. I don't know what that says about me but I will not apologize. I want ALL the gore and details. The fact that one man was completely skinned alive...that image is forever burned into my brain...and I love it. 🤭 I really don't have much else to say on the plot other than it's so interesting and I just want more!! I am eating this series up at this point. I'm sad I only have one more book to go. 🥹
Overall, this is my second favorite in this series (the third being my favorite) even though I rated them the same. They were both good in their own ways; this one just wasn't AS bingeable as the third book but I really enjoyed it and I'm excited to finish the series. Logan and Lana will forever have a place in my heart. 🩷
FAVORITE QUOTES AND SCENES
The mirror still shows the same eyes, but all else is different. It's like seeing a different person. A person who has devoted her life to real justice.
"I'm the girl you thought you broke."
"I'm the girl you took too much from."
"I'm the girl you thought you killed."
I thought love would rip my heart out.
I thought it would set me on fire.
Instead, it turned me to ice.
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The way I loved the last book I just had to start this ASAP!
THE PLOT
Lana is a woman on a mission to continue taking revenge on those who tortured her. In this book, we are quickly making our way down Lana's kill list. However, things are thrown for a spin when there is another killer on the loose. This time, they are targeting Logan. Lana does everything in her power to save Logan...even if it means a higher risk of getting caught. Lana is walking on a thin wire now. The question still remains: Would Logan still love Lana if he knew that it was her doing these heinous deeds?
MY THOUGHTS
The Characters: Ugh I love Lana and Logan so much it hurts. Just knowing what was going to happen and it actually happening breaks my heart. I just want the best for them. 😭 In this book, I feel so much more connected to Lana than previously. I think it's because of her background and the way it was explained in the book. THIS is the depth I've been looking for! I'll be honest, Jake has a special place in my heart. I would DIE for him. Him and Lana's relationship is so solid and, as a reader, you can just feel the connection. The loyalty is to die for. Logan, of course, is baby and he will be treated as such. That man is one of the most genuine souls I've read in a book. He deserves the world and I WILL BE GIVING IT TO HIM!!
The Plot: You guys were right, this plot and this series just gets better and better every book. I love all the gory and horrific details and the murders. I don't know what that says about me but I will not apologize. I want ALL the gore and details. The fact that one man was completely skinned alive...that image is forever burned into my brain...and I love it. 🤭 I really don't have much else to say on the plot other than it's so interesting and I just want more!! I am eating this series up at this point. I'm sad I only have one more book to go. 🥹
Overall, this is my second favorite in this series (the third being my favorite) even though I rated them the same. They were both good in their own ways; this one just wasn't AS bingeable as the third book but I really enjoyed it and I'm excited to finish the series. Logan and Lana will forever have a place in my heart. 🩷
FAVORITE QUOTES AND SCENES
The mirror still shows the same eyes, but all else is different. It's like seeing a different person. A person who has devoted her life to real justice.
"I'm the girl you thought you broke."
"I'm the girl you took too much from."
"I'm the girl you thought you killed."
I thought love would rip my heart out.
I thought it would set me on fire.
Instead, it turned me to ice.
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The way I loved the last book I just had to start this ASAP!
April 10, 2019
5 On With The Show Stars
The dark and twisted party really gets going in this one. Heed my warning there are some very dark and graphic scenes, if thats not your thing then skip this series.
Everyone is back in Delaney Grove the small town where Lana grew up and it's where events that would change her life forever took place. She is there for many reasons, Logan thinks he invited her but really she wants to set fear into the people of the town that let her down so badly by turning their backs on her when she needed them.
The haunted house scene was so full on, I felt like I held my breath for the entire scene.
This one had me on edge the whole way through, knowing that some people had their suspicions of who the killer may be had me biting my nails. I couldn't put it down as I just had to see how it was going to play out and what direction the author decided to take it.
When the shit hits the fan I can actually feel it as I was so entrenched in the book. I was utterly devastated by the way it played out but kept it together knowing there was one more book so this better be 'fixed' lol. Make sure you have the next one downloaded before starting this one as you won't want to stop reading.
The dark and twisted party really gets going in this one. Heed my warning there are some very dark and graphic scenes, if thats not your thing then skip this series.
Everyone is back in Delaney Grove the small town where Lana grew up and it's where events that would change her life forever took place. She is there for many reasons, Logan thinks he invited her but really she wants to set fear into the people of the town that let her down so badly by turning their backs on her when she needed them.
The haunted house scene was so full on, I felt like I held my breath for the entire scene.
This one had me on edge the whole way through, knowing that some people had their suspicions of who the killer may be had me biting my nails. I couldn't put it down as I just had to see how it was going to play out and what direction the author decided to take it.
When the shit hits the fan I can actually feel it as I was so entrenched in the book. I was utterly devastated by the way it played out but kept it together knowing there was one more book so this better be 'fixed' lol. Make sure you have the next one downloaded before starting this one as you won't want to stop reading.
April 15, 2023
5 stars ✰
THAT ENDING, HOLY FUCKING SHIT. every book in the series has ended on a cliff hanger and this one is the best one yet. this book is by far my favourite out of them all. also, the emotional damage!! each book progresses to get darker and darker and im here for it.
THAT ENDING, HOLY FUCKING SHIT. every book in the series has ended on a cliff hanger and this one is the best one yet. this book is by far my favourite out of them all. also, the emotional damage!! each book progresses to get darker and darker and im here for it.
September 16, 2023
I can tell that the middle 3 books are just completely unnecessary towards the whole series. They’re full of so much fluff and extra stuff that doesn’t need to be there. Onto the 5th and I cannot WAIT to be done
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